.My World.

Wild Horses

Everyone has problems.
I get that.

I just miss things.
I miss the flow.

When I shut my eyes I feel something completely different than I’m seeing.
I’m having a hard time balancing the two now…I used to have handle.

Now I just have fear.
I hate that.
I guess it’s just me.

If you could just come back to me…

I know people change and you can’t force anyone to be in your life blah blah blah….

But I just can’t believe we’ve drifted this far.
The events in our lives…they’ve pulled us to dark places.
Lets greet the sunshine again.

Weak

I’m pretty sure I beat enough tonight to be okay.
I hope you realize in the morning.

I’m dumb. Whatever.
Uncalled for and you know it.

Also.
I hate you for making me feel the way I do and having these feelings.
It’s not deserved.

And for the first time tonight. I did nothing. And I am speaking of two different people.

I wish I had the strength and courage to just dip the fuck out.
But.
I can’t.

It all makes sense now.
Are you the silly one?
Is this it?

Please don’t.
As upset and mad that I am at the moment….you deserve so much better. More than any can offer.

MOTHERFUCKER.

Fucking wonderful.

Made my week :)

I just always wish for more. I should just appreciate what I get. I’m not saying I don’t. Because I really do.

I as always just miss your face.